Speed Dating Lunch
So i realized i might be gay and like this dude but dont know where to start?
So for most of my life i’ve only dated girls ,but i guess always knew something wasn’t right…well cause im gay or bi…well there’s this dude that watches me as i pass-by him in the halls and at lunch. I don’t know what it is about him but i find myself going out of my way to just see him, although i kinda have to hide it…im one of the biggest jocks at my school and am known for being the “sweet jock” the one that’s the hardcore athlete but has that sweet aspect to him-so they say…well lately he’s been kinda trying to say something but i get nervous and look in a different direction and speed up. I think i really do like him i mean i cant keep him off my mind and what not but to be honest im scared sh!^less about everything it’s all really new but im ready to be true to myself and want ot talk to this guy as more than another friend.
LOL DUDE IM FEELING YA!!
Just let your bisexuality overcome you, study your gay side, but in secret, read this book called Rainbow boys, Im pretty sure it’ll help you out, you remind me of one of the characters…Oh and about the dude…just, become his friend and build up your relationship..if you like him then don’t avoid him…Like I said, keep it on the down low if you don’t want to found out about….biggots out there could ruin your chances for scholarships if you’re a jock…
Political Lunch 11-06-07
