Free Dating Bikers
Am I really messed up?All the sudden I get alot of attention.?
I just broke up with my ex and I started to hang out at a restaurant bar where they play live folk music.I love it.people dance,clap and so forth.Im an artist so I love all that.now I have all kinds of men hitting on me and buying me drinks,Muscisians,bussiness men and bikers.Im not used to all this.In the past week Ive had a motorcycle ride a limo ride and an offer to live rent free and a spa trip.The down side is Im drinking alot , have twice slept with guys because of it.Im scizophrenic Im not supposed to be drinking but I hide it.These guys go on about how beautiful I am but to be honest .I think I need to quit drinking which Im not sure is possible and quit smoking .I feel emoitionally sick and I see chances in the mix to better myself by dating affluent men.Dont say go back to school because I have disgraphia and Im doing 5 grade math.Really Im just trying to make it dispite all my problems.Im smart in other ways,Im bilingual,kind,funny,Is it wrong to let men buy me stuff/
It’s very natural to love the attention. The thing that scares me about your question is that you are schizophrenic and are drinking and do not know if you can stop drinking. That is a problem. Me? I would see if I could stop drinking first on my own. If not, I would seek out help through my therapist or a group. Wanting to better yourself is not a crime, it is a wonderful thing, but drinking and destroying your mental health is not going to get you there. Most affluent men want sober women as wives anyway. Good luck with everything!
Ghost Rider LOVE, Bikers FREE Personal Ads Dating Site!
